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I hate myself.

I think i am such a loser. Why can't i complete the things which i had set out to do?

Life is very hectic. I am almost turning into a mugger.

The next assignment comes along immediately after one is completed. And the rate which i'm going, I cannot finish them.

I need to work faster. Like the rest.

Apart from studies, I am a very unhappy girl lately.

Well, perhaps unnecessary worries.

Some people really baffles me. Sometimes their behaviour really pissed me off. I remain silent but there is a deep sense of disapproval within me.

I don't know what you are trying to show me.

I don't know if it's me or you who made made things become this way.

I don't know if you still remembered i was your friend.

I don't know if this makes you happy.

I don't know if it is all a pretence.

But i have tried already.

Actually I shouldnt care so much. But such things do bother me sometimes.

Let it all out and i'll be fine.

Come to think of it, I am indecisive too. I am erratic at times. I do joke about people. I am not always friendly. I have my pretences.

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Are there true friends? Who can i really trust and depend on?

Maybe i should stop sighing and try to get things right.

I want my Samsung Preston and Converse sneakers.

Gathering on Sunday.

Well mixed feelings.

Survival of the fittest.